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Human Freight

by Dirigible Ego

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1.
You won't see it in your lifetime They'll never let you take that train You won't glide this land in comfort In sun or wind or rain The Trans US Express Now you can pack 'em in a tin can Squeeze 'em through the sky But if you wanna ride the big iron Well your chance has passed you by The Trans US Express Now don't you ask this question on Capitol Hill Security theater, political will The lure of the highway, the oil in the ground The greed of the markets have slowed us all down So if you're hip to taking rail trips You're gonna have to wait Til there's profit to be made again Moving human freight The Trans US Express
2.
I'd like to be your friend I hope I don't seem too demanding A story with no end Please give me some legal standing It's just you seem so fine Suit and tied or boxer shorted I'd pull off any crime You're the one to make sure I'm well courted And I wonder what I'll find Hiding out in your amicus briefs Sure you're quite sublime Lying 'round in your amicus briefs Let's make some kind of deal Without you I'm in for some hell I'm sure of your appeal I know your skills are more than 1L The charge against me's tough I'm bound and gagged before the bailiff C'mon and work your stuff They'll have to cart me off to jail if I don't know what I'll find Hiding there in your amicus briefs Sure you're quite sublime Lying 'round in your amicus briefs It's like the old man said, everybody gotta thwart the norm I'm tired of playing dead, feigning interest in your tort reform I wanna be the one, hang out with you where no shorts are worn I'm aiming for your gun, dressed up like the day that we were born And I wonder what I'll find Lying 'round in your amicus briefs Sure you're quite sublime Hiding out in your amicus briefs Come on up any time Sit around in your amicus briefs It won't cost a dime Go to town in your amicus briefs So tell me what you think Socratic method's got me asking Can I buy you just one drink Find out what you learned from Blackstone I'm hanging on the brink I need me some of your pro bone, oh Save me from the clink You're my favorite legal homo And I wonder what I'll find ….
3.
Why do I still see you Every morning Outside in the darkness After work? Why do I remember Only bad times Why can't I tell which one Is the jerk? Don't you think it's time you brought the mail in? Your sister sent you such a lovely card I laughed when your dealer dropped the package I know life without me must be very hard Why are you doing this to me? Why is it so damned hard to see? Do you know Do you know You're the one Woke up to your face above my gurney An accident, we said, and they believed Every now and then an empty wallet Sidewalk ladies paid for goods received Now my friends they think that I want you back But no, I left you when I left your door I can make an accident too you know The empty chamber's sitting on the floor Why do I still see you every morning Outside in the darkness after work? Why do I remember only bad times Why can't I tell which one of us is the jerk? Why are you doing this to me? Why is it so damned hard to see? Do you know Do you know You're the one Who's supposed to be the psycho
4.
He smiled and waited For my laughter to subside "It's true," he said, And invited me inside "I've lived here oh so many years And I have learned To overcome my fears" This house is haunted A new ghost moving in every day This house is haunted I'm trying hard not to scare them away This house is haunted We laughed together As he showed me 'round the place I saw shadows Of ghosts upon his face They appeared everywhere we'd been I knew that I would like To visit here again This house is haunted A new ghost moving in every day This house is haunted I'm trying hard not to scare them away This house is haunted And now I see my own Phantasms in the night And now I see my own Phantasms in the light "Goodbye," I said And slowly moved away He asked will I Come back another day I saw the ghost behind his smile I knew my own would stay with me a while This house is haunted A new ghost moving in every day This house is haunted I'm trying hard not to scare them away My house is haunted A new ghost moving in every day My house is haunted They made me the man I am today This house is haunted
5.
Ways To Die 04:04
Gonna die old and alone Try my best to face it Gonna die in the arms of love Sometimes I can taste it Gonna die with no regrets Hope I've got that power Gonna die and lose my bets You never know the hour Ways to die Uncountable Death is insurmountable Ways to die Uncountable Ways to die and die Gonna die, a bolt from the blue Make it quick and painless Gonna die not knowing you Or even what my name is Gonna die at the peak of joy Laugh all the way to heaven Gonna die, great big void Fall asleep forever Ways to die Uncountable Death is insurmountable Ways to die Uncountable Ways to die and die And I'd like to think I could plan ahead The final act of getting dead I've known so few with that grasp on fate Get too old, you go too late Go too young, a life unreckoned I want it down to the microsecond Doubt I'll ever get that choice All my loved ones, hear my voice
6.
The blazing heat of day I'm melting in the city I want to stalk the forest Naked in my skin Ditch the sewer dives Shed concrete from my shoulders Kill the past inside me Let myself begin Only for a moment The city strips my flesh I'm stumbling down its alleys Sirens sound my entrance Naked in the crowd No more wasted days No more endless nights in shadow Keep the wolves at bay Hunt my future down Only for a moment If only for a moment Be my mercurochrome Reach your hands to me Hold me gently in the moonlight Free the frozen heart here Naked in the storm Scrape the sky of steel Wrap me up in sweet hereafters Taste the river's waters Tangled up in thorns Be my mercurochrome Paint my wounds in red Shine them in the golden sunset Let me be the racing stag Newborn every spring Crown of antlers over me Crescent moon floats in the water The journeys we all take alone Madness at the heart of laughter Be my mercurochrome
7.
For You 04:16
Tell me a story Tell me you love me Tell me and I will answer back I need to tell you I need to hold you I need for you to make it last 'Cause all I am Because of you And all I can I live for you For you Please hear my voice now Please hear my heartbeat Please take my hand and don't let go The years are passing The years were fleeting The years are showing so much love 'Cause all I am Because of you And all I can I live for you For you Answer back Make it last Don't let go Of so much love
8.
Feral 04:19
Temperament Circumstance Compulsion at the best of times The subtle currents Linking me and you When you notice I'm still here Debt you own me in arrears It's good to know That I am feral too I'm tasting blood again You won't hear me scream You'll have your way with me I've sprung the snare It wasn't fair the deal you struck Even gods content with luck And now you know That I am feral too Come here and kiss my lips Maybe you're not so tough You think you've pinned me down I've got you by the scruff I chose you for my cage Your horns became my bars You think you'll tame my rage I'm shooting stars Violence Tenderness Confusion at the best of times The subtle currents Linking me and you When we notice we're still here Pray we don't give in to fear It's good to know that I am feral too It's good to know that I am feral too
9.
Altaira 05:23
(instrumental)
10.
Reward 04:40
I don't need thank you's They don't touch my soul I don't need gratitude It won't make me whole I don't need kisses Though I will not say no I don't need trinkets They're just for show I need to be there for you (I need your need) I am aware for you (I need your need) I am stripped bare for you (I need your need) That's my reward Come here boy and talk to me (There's not much to tell) My boots are looking raggedy (You wear them so well) Your overwhelming passion … (It's only your due) I'll guide you where you need to be (That's next to you) I need to be there for you (I need your need) I am aware for you (I need your need) I am stripped bare for you (I need your need) That's my reward Come here boy and talk to me (I don't need thank yous) You've so much to tell (They don't touch my soul) My boots are looking raggedy (I don't need gratitude) You polish them well (It won't make me whole) Your overwhelming passion (I don't need kisses) It's all you can do (Though I will not say no) I'll guide you where you need to be (I don't need anything) I'm here with you (It's just for show) I need to be there for you (I need your need) I am aware for you (I need your need) I am stripped bare for you (I need your need) That's my reward
11.
A grimy hallway And the scent of burning roses You fly through concrete tunnels Cast out from your home A thousand icy butterflies Alight when you lose focus You never noticed What they hid beneath the stones And the elevator drops you To your calculated slumbers The elevator drops you To you calculated slumbers Voices shout you down Fifteen shades of liquid anger The elevator drops you You've lost the certainty of comfort You've lost the sympathy of fate I wait on every street To show you where your hope is You never notice open arms 'Til it's too late And the elevator drops you To your calculated slumbers The elevator drops you To you calculated slumbers Voices shout you down Fifteen shades of liquid anger The elevator drops you
12.
All alone in the dead of winter After the final train I hear your voice beside me Speaking of love Out of the sight of dashed hopes Sleep of the just and vain You take the burden on you Moving this heavy human freight Shed our skin, let it fall behind us Under the wheels of change I feel your hands upon me Speaking of love Ghosts in our torn back pockets Memories of all we gave You share the burden with me Moving this heavy human freight Maybe it's lighter now.

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Third full-length set by Boston-area pop band.

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released April 2, 2015

All instruments and programs: Pete Chvany and Eric Karnowski. 1,2,5,6,8,9,11,12 by Chvany, 3,4,7,10 by Karnowski. Cover photo and design by Bill Pusztai/radiantpage.com. Recorded 2014-2015 in Somerville, Massachusetts at Zebra Repeat.

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