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In Love With Maybes

by Dirigible Ego

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1.
Maybes 04:30
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Maybe you miss me when you're sleeping Maybe you spend days and nights alone But maybe my heart is in your keeping Maybe when I'm with you, I am home Maybe what we have is just mistaken Maybe we should suffer less, or none But maybe you made my heart awaken And maybe our sweet story is not done Maybe I have learned all the wrong lessons Maybe we will never come to peace But maybe we are only second-guessing And maybe from our fears we'll be released And maybe we are just in love with maybes Maybe we are just afraid to change Maybe I would walk right into Hades To call you back if we become estranged And I'm calling you Maybe we are just in love with maybes Maybe we will never come to bliss Maybe I will wait right here in Hades Until you come to free me with your kiss Maybe you miss me when you're sleeping Maybe you spend days and nights alone But maybe my heart is in your keeping And maybe when I'm with you, I am home.
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Observing The Alien 04:00
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That other place Your other face My patience wearing thin You tell me all So I feel small I'll hear it yet again So much for friendly men I am observing the alien Watching the strange My feelings live Outside the sieve Pushed through and put aside You welcome me And yet I see You have a place to hide So much for swelling pride I am observing the alien Watching the strange I've had enough, I've had enough Enough of hateful screed I'm alien, it's true, but so much less than you I am observing the alien Watching the strange I've had enough! I am observing the alien Watching the strange Observing the alien Wondering if you can change
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Albatross 05:12
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Never made a plan to be your albatross Never made a plan to be your slave I have to say I've made the break It was just one long mistake Guess I never was the one you craved Never made a plan to be your albatross Here I go in search of what comes next I have to say I'm eagerly Expecting what I still can't see Guess you always felt like second best And the buzzards are all doing fine Circling over what was mine The buzzards are all doing swell Summoned by that dinner bell Never failed to understand your point of view Never said that I would take the blame I'm gonna guess your victimhood Will always play out like it should Guess you changed but somehow stayed the same And the buzzards are all doing fine Circling over what was mine The buzzards are all doing swell Summoned by that deathly knell The buzzards gonna get their fill Of everything that we both killed Buzzards all will have their snack But as for me, no going back If all you offered was a roller coaster Could have broken my neck on my own
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BBH 03:58
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Sales Pitch 05:27
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Today's the day I'm starting on my sales pitch From now on, it's just hard-sell all the time I've had some time to think You may believe I've hit the drink I'm trying to say I want you to be mine I've got a heart inside me half the size of Delaware That's twice as big as it was yesterday Feel it beating in my chest And I think that's for the best Maybe if you hear how loud it is, you'll stay You did not know me in the past You did not set me on this path We still don't know how much we'll feel It may take time to make it real But when I wake up in the night See your face and it's all right I could see this feeling going on forever So today's the day I'm starting on my sales pitch From now on it's just hard-sell all the time I got you under my skin I wanna lock this in I gotta say I want you to be mine
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Still Letting Go 04:55
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Dancing the dance of the still letting go Time has to pass, but it all feels so slow The long weary nights The tears and the pain And swearing off love 'til we try it again Sleeping the sleep of the still letting go The dead and the broken will put on a show They might teach us how To break through and move on But all we can say that's for sure is ... ... they're gone
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Wonder Why 03:57
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Take me by surprise Look in my eyes Tell me that I am not the one Tell me that I Must say goodbye Tell me that I don't please you Now I see it all Petty and small Nothing but ego in your head I wonder how I could think now I could have ever pleased you And I wonder why I Wonder why I Wonder why I am not the one I gave you my trust Transformed my lust Gave you support when you were down All that you need Into the bleed Anything just to please you You left me at home Left me alone Said you'd be gone for just a while Were they so much More than a touch? Were they enough to please you? And I wonder why I Wonder why I Wonder why I am not the one Go! Now I know You were never right This manhunt is never-ending And I wonder why I Wonder why I Wonder why I am not the one And I wonder why Wonder why I Must feel like I'm the one Who's wrong
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Just Take Control 02:51
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Give me a reason And just take control Give me a ruling I'll make it my goal Tell me your pleasure You'll know that it's mine An edge beyond measure Ascendance divine Tell me you love me Tell me I'm bad Just take control Give me religion And just take control Make it platonic And I'll tear a hole Sing me a new song I will harmonize I've got a hard-on Apotheosize Tell me you love me Tell me I'm bad Just take control When is it virtue? When is it not? When is it real? Just take control When is it virtue? When is it hot? When it is good Just take control Give me an answer And just take control Tell me no lies I'll swallow them whole Honor my trust I'll never stray You know my lust Much better than they Tell me you love me Call me your slave Just take control When is it virtue? When is it not? When is it real? Just take control When is it virtue? When is it hot? When it is good Just take control
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Download Upgrade 04:31
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Since we came down from the trees We've been on a quest for speed Now we do it with our fingers Never stop, never linger Download! Upgrade! Maybe now you've got it made Download! Upgrade! Wonder if you're getting played Download! Upgrade! Hurry up, it's getting late I just want my new stuff now Bullet trains? Way too slow Speed of lightning's how we go We're busy as a billion bees In search of new efficiencies Download! Upgrade! Maybe now you've got it made Download! Upgrade! Wonder if you're getting played Download! Upgrade! Hurry up, it's getting late I just want my new stuff now Pigeon, pigeon, burning bright Somewhere in a lab at night Press a lever for some food You're the emblem of my world I sit here every day and bitch I wanna throw just one more switch I might be always on the run But damn! Sometimes it's awful fun Download! Upgrade! Maybe now you've got it made Download! Upgrade! Wonder if you're getting played Download! Upgrade! Hurry up, it's getting late I just want my new stuff now My gut hangs down below my belt My wrists ache and my eyes might melt I wanna send just one more mail I wanna see just one more "fail" I want it instantaneous The ways and means will not adjust To every whim I entertain But I'm too fast to feel the pain Download! Upgrade! Maybe now you've got it made Download! Upgrade! Wonder if you're getting played Download! Upgrade! Hurry up, it's getting late I just want my new stuff now
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One Kiss 05:41
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Go Over 03:53
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Apple and Orange 07:07
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Unless 04:40

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released February 14, 2014

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